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Apr 4, 2010 4:23 AM
Sunday!

Sunday, 4th April 2010, 7.30PM posted.
Ahh, Now I'm alone at home ehhs. Rahman, Megan and Lee Qing just left my house. They should feel honored, I actually cleaned up my living room just for them. hahah!

Actual reason for coming: study.
Ended up: Slacking, playing TTR, DotA, and watching me play GTA, driving a pathetic car with my pathetic driving skills.

This morning
I actually set the alarm to 9am. I shut the fucking alarm up and went back to sleep till 10.20am. I have tuition at 11, rofl. I almost decided not to go cause I was too lazy and tired. While I was bathing, Kelly actually called me five times. ROFL. I am soo, soo sorry, for not replying the message previously.

Oh well. I'm not ready to go back to slogging for O's. Why this year! :( Oh well, I only can hope that I make it through the O's and get into a Polytechnic. Hoping won't get me anywhere. Tomorrow, the battle continues, again.

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Mar 28, 2010 8:59 AM
New blog

This blog wont be constantly updated anymore~

I have a new blog, privatised. If you interested to read it, ask for invite! <3

Link is http://driftingmoreandmore.blogspot.com/

Just so it doesnt look too empty...

Thanks Samantha for the piggy bank!
Thanks veera for donuts!
A thank to lee xean on present!
Thanks to yi xun, treating me sushi tomorrow!






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Mar 7, 2010 2:08 AM
CASH MONEY HEROES - I MADE IT!


CASH MONEY HEROES PRESENT - I MADE IT

[Birdman]
Yeah
Cash Money Heroes
Private Jets
Polish, fly

[Chorus - Kevin Rudolf]
I look up to the sky
And now the World is mine
Ive known it all my life
I made it, I made it!
I used to dream about, the life I'm living now
I know that theres no doubt.
I made it, I made it!

[Kevin Rudolf - Verse 1]
Known from the city where no one believed in me
But I never give up the fight.
Ya, but now on top.
I told you to let it rock
The moneys fallin from the sky-y-y-y-y
I made it.

[Chorus - Kevin Rudolf]
I look up to the sky
And now the World is mine
Ive known it all my life
I made it, I made it!
I used to dream about, the life I'm living now
I know that theres no doubt.
I made it, I made it!

[Birdman]
Yeah
YM
CMB baby
Birdman
Swagged out
100
Rooftop, hella choppa burning smoke
Louie bag stay strapped wit a priceless globe
High life, flippin and get some more.
Paradise, the luxury marble floor
When I hit, hit me full of that cash
More money than I seen in a garbage can
Stunna island, money and the power
Thats how we do it, make it rain make it shower
Top floor, big timer doing big things
Over city views bought shawty new range
Flip another 100, poppin throwing hundreds
In a new Bently, uptown stunna1

[Chorus]
I look up to the sky(TO THE SKY)
And now the world is mine(THE WORLD IS MINE)
Ive known it all my life(all my lifeeeeee)
I made it, I made it!
I used to dream about, the life im living now(ooooo)
I know that theres no doubt.
I made it!

[Jay Sean]
Ooo I made it
I made it...
I made It...
I made it...
Yo ay Ay ay listen
See I dont live for glamour,and I dont care for fame
Im in this for the love of the game
Funny how things can change
They didnt believe in me
Then they calling my name
Now look who cashed in
They didnt wanna know me back then
But ever since I don gon platinum
Everything turned around
And now the sky is falling downnnnnn

[Chorus - Kevin Rudolf]
I look up to the sky
And now the World is mine
Ive known it all my life
I made it, I made it!
I used to dream about, the life I'm living now
I know that there's no doubt.
I made it, I made it!

[Lil Wayne]
Came from the gutter, lookin like my motha
Made it to the goal line, straight out the huddle
Cash money goldmine, weezy stay loyal
Boy we getting money like we just found oil
Uh and thats word to my red flag
I live first and leave the bullsh-t dead last
I lay it down so hard I got a bedrash
And I just tell em to loaf it when the bread pass
Staring at you from the top of the game man
I might drop the World if I change hands
Uh it feel good to be here, Weezy in the building got this b-tch rebuilt
Young Money

[Chorus - Kevin Rudolf]
I look up to the sky
And now the World is mine
Ive known it all my life
I made it, I made it!
I used to dream about, the life I'm living now
I know that theres no doubt.
I made it, I made it!

[Jay Sean]
I look to the skyyy!!
I made it!
Ooo!
Made it, I made it
Yes I did
(x5)
I made it
Mar 6, 2010 8:00 AM
Ages since...




Its been ages since i posted on my blog... Feel so tired at thr moment! This few weeks happened alot things, mainly..

-A world war with my mum that lead me leavin home. Taught me and her a valuable lesson.
-Got an iphone from mum, $400 from dad. Spent a good $200 already...
-Lost a little weight! Hehz!
-Failed all my omos. Zzz.
-Failed all thurs comb. Tests except one of them, which I cheated. -.-

Sheesh. Seriously needa buck up lyk hell.. Gotta work hard this year for fugging sake.

yesterday 5/3/10

Lesson was crappy as usual, although physics turned out to be rather interesting,
1. couple of rods to play with by Mr Lim (Static Electricity)
2. a bet - if 8 passes the SE test, the test thereafter would be open book for all.

After school, had the dumbest paper 2 MTL test ever - and my first test which I totally DIDNT do the written answer component, although I would fail (naturally) even if I did. Disappointed, but not much.

Went to Mac after that, sat at Mac with Melvin until 4pm talking alot of crap. From ABC and talk until EFG to XYZ. The talkative people creates crap. :D

______________________

Thye shall not elaborate on today though, too tired.
Jan 13, 2010 6:03 AM
NEW YEARRR

the new year sucks as far as I'm concerned.

1. Various happenings even before school reopen...

2. O levels this year, extremely rush, I'm not confident of any of my subjects EXCEPT English. And I'm still trying to cope with my Maths... badly. Chemistry is near the stage of GG, I don't think the tuition can help me... but... I wont know till I go for it?

3. The annual events on calender and school calender - Chinese New Year (Sucks), Growth Day, Growth camp + Speech day, Sports fiesta, Cross Country etc etc. I have the desire to skip pretty much EVERYTHING, maybe except sports fiesta where I dont have to do a single thing. haha.

4. F&N coursework is a piece-of-crap imo. wheres the drop-a-subject button. I cant drop. lul. Good luck to me.

Tuition... 1 is too late in the night, the other too early. sheesh... oh well... SACRIFICE SACRIFICE SACRIFICE.


GOODNIGHT.
Jan 1, 2010 4:45 AM
2010 is here .

Countdown... Hell packed at vivo. Not a wasted trip, still a good experience, although I'd rather be in Taiwan or Hong Kong for the countdown, soooo exciting! Kelly said she saw us at vivo but we no see until her. noooooooooob, bleh.

Kuen & Sean stayed over at my house... I slept all the way when I wasn't using the com LOL. I don't know why I slept so much(?) cause usually I'll sleep a max of 4 hours and get up on every other day. Aircorn maybe? keke... Either way, the sleep was great, catching up on the loss of sleep from previous days.
I rejected going to the cell group where they're having a first service on the 2nd.

Its the year 2010.. hais. A year of hell.. Down for OMOs, late ending school time, a ton of changes in the school... Of all years, all the werid changes came in 2010. How unfitting.

The timetable for this year is definitely a tough cookie... Lessons until 3.30 on mondays/tuesdays, 2.55 on wednesday/thursdays and 12.35 as normal on friday. New teachers... argh..

From what I know,
-PE is changed, so ugly... PURPLE FTW?
-New Physics teacher(?)
-New PE teacher for sure...
-Late day on wednesday will just SCREW my sleeping time and alarm. I swear.
-Miss Chin still form teacher

Time to go. Midnight day at the com is tonight! Cya!
Dec 30, 2009 3:00 PM
2010 IS COMMINGGGG

Wouldn't that pokemon theme song for johto fit into this? keke. Only pokemon fans will know wad me mean. ^^

WEDNESDAY
Before I went out I actually slept for a good 3 hours. If not I'll die of tiredness before I even walk out of the house, keke. Met Kelly in AMK Hub to eat. She really eat like one princess, so damn slow. Kuen came, we went down to meet the rest and took bus 25 to Bedok for the E243 Thanksgiving party (The same people we met in the Expo Christmas Drama).

Party was fun, had a ton of laughs and everything. They also gave us a photo that we took on the Expo Christmas Drama. The joke about the picture is Kelly's face got a mark. LOOOOL~~ Also probably the last time I'll see them, I'm not really a believer, no offense :) Free-thinker? heh.

New Year's Eve
2010 is coming. What's for dinner?

Ciao.
Dec 28, 2009 10:50 AM



Tuesday, 3AM now as I type this...

This morning met with CL and went to school. I swear, I regret going to school. Sit there for two hours typically staring into space, thinking of a ton of things. And the two jokers in front Amirul and Choon Long managed to get out before the paper end.

Went to hub to eat and I walked home, SLEEP! From... 1pm to 9pm! woohoo!!! I LOVE THIS NAP~~~ But I still feel tired leyy. I don't know if I should go school later for the Physics paper. I rather take the time to sleep... bleh.

Oh this wednesday... crap it. When I'm back from that day then i'll say more... Goodbye.

Dec 27, 2009 10:22 AM
Episode 9!



At around 12.30am, Hi my sweetheart episode 9 was up! XD I'm crazy about this show, and sadly from next week onwards will have to wait Monday Afternoon or Night to watch cause school reopen... argh!

Da Lang... 我好想你哦....我们永远不要分开好不好?...
This episode was hilarious and sad, as always! Xiao long bao, LOLX! Joke!

After seeing the preview for Episode 10, I wish I could just buy the freaking drama, if can lor! Its soo... DESIRABLE! Since Mo Li returns, she may reveal to Bao Zhu who Xue Hai really is. Hey, its a freaking drama... Depend on director, that bastard that made this show so good ^^

Oh dear its 6.30am in the morning, didn't sleep! Shits, gotta reach school by 8... maths paper huh, gonna sleep through it, i dont care. I DONT CARE!! I'm taking O levels, not the school paper... sheesh. I'd rather spend the two hours doing my Maths Tuition homework!

This coming Thursday or Wednesday(?), forgot which day, YX de friend called a couple of us up and asked us to go for a party or some sort, near Bedok MRT. I wanna go but... erm... Ah crap. If I heard her clearly, Kuen, Xin En, Yi Xun, Javier, Wen Yi are going? Hmmph, I shall see.

Probably gonna bathe and meet some noobs before we go school, ciao.
Dec 26, 2009 12:24 PM
A suckish Sunday for sure.

HAI PAI TIAN XIN EPISODE 9 ON MONDAY MORNING!

海派甜心第九
sorry for my pathetic chinese, LOL.
I'm dying to watch Hi, my sweetheart episode 9! Oh yeah, while I was re-watching episode five I noticed one thing. If Bao Zhu had her own car, 她怎么需要达计程车呢?! I pwn you, director. I pwn you.

Tuition
I swear I almost died going through Indices, even though many of you out there already completed it... I'm just starting, LOL ~.~ Oh well. Better than not picking up, right? Looking at the ton of homework, I'll die before I finish finding what the hell is x.

Sunday, 1AM!
As usual, me and the amazing duck who lives just two blocks away went to Macdonalds to eat supper. McSpicy anyone? haha. Hell I got a bad stomach pain after I ate that crap. And crap those fries, that time go - too salty. this time go - no salt. Where's the balance?!

NOW!
I went into blackshot for two matches and it was hell boring.. kept dying... Now I'm just surfing the internet randomly... blog hopping... facebooking.. twitting.. Ahh boring la.
CommunityChannel releases a video, Nigahiga releases a video, ShaneDawsonTV releases a video, ShaneDawsonTV2 releases a video, WhatTheBuck as well!
Big stars today releasing a ton of video ehs!
Those who don't know who they are, they're all YouTube stars who have a ton of subscribers!


And tomorrow there's the Maths Paper. I'm gonna sleep through it, trust yours truely.
Alright... Cya, take cares.


Dec 25, 2009 12:01 PM
Christmas Eve



Hello, its been nearly a month(?) since I touched this thing. Time to crap and post everything I want in one long, long post. :D At the time of this post is 5AM on the 26 of December, 2009. Just days away to a whole new fucking year. Going to sleep after I finish up this post.

Im half given up on losing weight, LOL. Too lazy, yeah. CMI, anyways. I'll focus on my studies first, since that shows more importance than this. I've already picked up private maths tuition, and am looking for the Science Group Tuition... When...?

Christmas Eve and Christmas!
Lets see... Erm. Oh yeah. People who went: Me (obviously), Kuen (QUACK!), Kelly, Sean Tan, Yi Xun, Xin En, Javier, Yong Hui, Wen Yi.

How should I start... Time!

At around 3.40 I left the fagg computer to take bus 88 to go J8 meet Kelly. ho ho, I late 10mins. ^^. Go arcade bo arcade, sua go makan. hmphh, the suan la mian so disgusting, maggi tastes better than that. Oh yeahh thanks for the handphone strap, ^^

Took MRT to AMK and wait people. Met up with the above listed people and then took MRT to Expo. Fucking far, OMG. Around 1 hour(?) later finally reach, wow it is hell packed. After entering we managed to get seats thanks to Yi Xun and his friends (Thanks!).

Xin En, Kuen, Sean, Yong Hui and Javier were sitting a row front of us. WenYi, YiXun, Kelly and me were at another side. werid, but whatever. During the whole thing the girl who said dun lyk to eat bread one ate nearly all the bread sean brought. LOOOOOOL. Joke.

The Praying part scared the shit outta me. Everyone inside the whole Expo was mumbling some sort of chant that only they could understand? OMG. The whole thing ended at around 1o(?) and we had a group photo (It's supposed to be uploaded to FaceBook, who knows where it is).

After that we went to Changi Airport for Supper/Dinner or whatever you prefer to call it. Due to Kelly's laziness, we were separated from the group because she wan take lift. LAZY bum. I should've let u take the lift alone, LOLx.

Took the skytrain to terminal 3 and after walking around like idiots finally found the place called FOOD COURT and everyone else. Gosh, so tired after not sleeping for 30+ hours, I swear I almost fell asleep waiting for the food to be brought.

Xin En then went home because of parents(?) and the bunch of us went up to the viewing hall thingy and ate there. After awhile Kelly left, me Kuen and Sean went to buy drinks. Around 12.30(?) Sean de parents was nice enough to longpang me and Kuen back to AMK and the rest as well. Thanks! Oh yeah. Me and Kuen went into mac, not even 10mins, went home. LOL.


Shoutout to WEE JUN JIE who saw me there but I didn't manage to catch you. Pri Sch friend.


Gaming
Previously, I would always be playing SuddenAttack (no surprise to those who knew me) and during/beginning of the 3x, MapleStory. Thereafter I stopped both and jumped to BlackShot, and then stopped. Now the only game I'm playing is RuneScape, LOL. Somehow it never bores me? Oh well.

海派甜心!
LOL sia. I didn't know that time Kelly showed me the video was about this (november). Smart, should just show me Episode 1 ryte?! Then only recently Qing showed me episode 1 and omg, it's so funny and sad at the same time! Show and Rainie ~ haha love this drama.

It's probably 13 episodes anyway, as none of the trailers/adverts/opening songs showed anymore... well best if 13 episodes, don't have to keep waiting. ^^




Nov 20, 2009 2:15 AM

The greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone you can never have.
Nov 16, 2009 7:13 AM
SHIT IT

Ahh first thing's first. Im getting back my phone tomorrow (Tuesday!) :D.

Reached school on the dot, in for a pleasant surprise ^^

Today's lesson was a total bore.

Only interesting thing about today is that we went to catch the movie 2012!
Very nice. Aircorn was a screwup though, so freaking cold. and the couple beside me. god. XD so sickening cann! Ppl down thr suffering from the aircorn they down thr holding each other hand aww mans.

Ahh. nothing much today. Going to sleep. 12.35am now. nights.



Secretly loving someone is the best thing that could hurt the most.
Nov 15, 2009 5:37 AM
Thats life, ain't it?

No matter how crazy and funny the scenes around you are, they are useless without the person you want to laugh with...




Nov 13, 2009 1:02 AM
Are we just friends, is there more? Is there more?




是我的就是我的?不是就不是我的?

But then again, does not mean I can't work for it. I know, I'm overweight.. I know, I ain't perfect. At least I do know one thing is that I can try to do something bout it. To change it. Good job spoiling my mood for the whole day.

Lets talk about this week. It totally sucks. Monday and Tuesday wasn't too bad. It was Wednesday and beyond really started burning me.

On Wednesday I overslept till like 8! WOW. Rushed out like, asap and managed to reach school at around 8.40. Missed mrs.teo lesson. argh.... Shit man.

Then later on in a chemistry lesson, the teacher is totally trying to oppose me lah okay. I dunno the question den dunno lah! Wads the big deal, just tell me the answer, and fucking carry on with the lesson, right? No, the teacher chooses to keep on going against me. Sheesh... I never even said a thing BACK to her. Sibei xialan..

After that use phone in class she see until de confiscate. Wads the big deal. Somewhat glad, as my mum won't be able to contact me ^^... although I'll be missing smsing people. ho ho. Oh yea those who are damned free go spam it lah. It's not even off! XD!

Thursday and Friday... can't bother to elaborate. except I kept sneezing on thursday. shit.

I could be the one,
to give you all my love,
forget what he has done to you - I'm here now,
open up to me...

love will set you free,
If ever you believe it, please - believe in me,
Cause everything you do and say,
it takes my breath away.

Maybe it's true.. I can't live without you....
Maybe two is better than one...



Nov 12, 2009 9:11 AM
Fallin for you...

I’m trying not to tell you.. But I want to..I’m scared of what you’ll say. So I’m hiding what I’m feeling. But I’m tired of holding this inside my head..

I’ve been spending all my time, just thinking about you, I don’t know what to do, I think I’m falling for you. I can’t stop thinking about you, I want you all around me, and now I just can’t hide it.


I wish I had you right here now...
Nov 9, 2009 9:30 PM
F-E-A-R?

My biggest fear now is facing you.

Hi everyone back for a post.. how's life? Mine ain't really appealing or pleasing, thats for sure.. Oh yeah, started my regular 4.8KM walks in the park... It's gonna be tough at first but soon or later it should get better.

We're into the second week of the 3x program and all I gotta say is, I am totally in the holiday mood. argh. Shouldn't be the case but it's happening...

I'm tired of this.. - -

Please ignore this junk. Not lyrics, just to let you know.. written em myself.

You indirectly became my motivation...
I wish you knew...
But yet I don't want you to know...
What would your reaction be?

Ain't got good physical aspects,
I'm trying my best to rectify this,
But apparently, the only problem is..
TIME. It ain't on my side.

Time and again I tried to walk away,
but I know nothing will change.
I hesitate, I am holding back.
I kept running from the truth.

All I can think of is you.
One year more is all I have
And then I'll never get a chance again,
I'll never get that chance again.

I know of your past,
I know of your present,
But I'm unsure of your future,
I wish to be the one who shapes it...




Nov 6, 2009 9:42 AM
I never knew things would turn out this way

♥How I wished things weren't meant to be like this. It was never my intention.
♥I am so sorry. I know I ain't perfect... I... Don't know what I'm typing..

♥Academically, a failure.
♥Physically, a messup.
♥Attitude, getting worse.
我看你早就知道了...
♥Shocked? Probably so. I myself couldn't predict it too..

Time ain't on my side this time.

多么希望时间能暂停,给我多一点时间完成我需要做的是。
Nov 4, 2009 12:57 AM
DOWN

I'll detail my post more once I get back home - at choon long's house atm.

DAVID ARCHULETA - CRUSH

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Nov 1, 2009 9:59 PM
I can Transform Ya!

`BlOG SONG: I CAN TRANSFORM YA by CHRIS BROWN

Hello everyone. Back with a post, counter attack. Anyways, today was the start of the 3x. Hella boring, for the record, so far. I am confused with myself, with what I want out of this....

Any moment without you is boring,
Anytime I'm not in contact with you I will miss you.
When I don't get to see you, my heart is empty.


Where was I. Oh yes. In regards to your "innocent looking" blog post. All I see is excuses and more excuses to make others think that you are accused of something you didn't do. Don't give me that crap, we all know you're not that INNOCENT.

Although honestly, I've never seen anyone as free as you, especially when its none of your problem (to begin with). Sheesh, If I could, I wouldn't care. You just LOVEEEEE being SOOOOOOOO = =...

1&2. Look whose talking about CRITICISM. Especially it was YOU, YOU who was the first to start all these. I wouldn't have bothered with your scores, If you didn't start anything about my Math mark, would I? Oh yeah, and if you wish to comment, comment it IN MY FACE, IN MY PRESENSE OF HEARING. Just like they did. :]

4. Avoiding the point of topic, apparently? Come on. I don't wish to say what you've said out. What they've said to me are pretty much just joking around etc. You? Said it BEHIND MY BACK. Failed Much.

7. Wrong again. It ain't your problem to begin with, It ain't concerning you at all. So if it's your last time, don't bother replying to our blog posts ANYMORE then. ~

8.
It seems like everyday
I make mistakes (I am human, afterall, you think I'm so perfect?)
I just can't get it right

It's like I'm the one
You love to hate (I would not of hate you too, if you wern't such a person..)
But not today

So shut up, shut up, shut up (Yeah, shut your big mouth up before you get it from me)
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way (Get out of my LIFE - OUR LIVES)
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down (your comments are not gonna bring me down that easily, Bitch.)


9. Just get out of my life. OUR LIVES.